hi blog, this shall be my last post.
you was with me when this relationship started.
and after 1 years and 5 months and 12 days down the road.
you are still with me when this relationship ended.
Wednesday, 21 January, 2009
Tuesday, 20 January, 2009
daniel
i think that i am too easyly soft-hearted. and during my tp, exams are coming. so frustrating. somemore 2 weeks b4 exams is the common test la! zzzzz.
Monday, 19 January, 2009
Sunday, 18 January, 2009
Wednesday, 14 January, 2009
Tuesday, 13 January, 2009
Monday, 12 January, 2009
daniel
man....feeling quite down now..maybe becuz when playin dota got noob team.
i feel that im getting lazier each day, nt doing the stuffs that i want, not working hard enough for the things i want. im such a lazy bum.
i shall work harder and improve my shuffling! gym too.
schools getting boring sia.. and my tp..got a feeling ima fail a 2nd time. emo.
but well, lifes not a bed of roses. i shall turn back to my optimistic and cheerful self.
i have been thinking. wad will i become when im in my 20s. i wanna earn alot alot alot of money. so i can take good care of my future family and current family. im gona have a nice car, and a nice bike to enjoy riding once in a while. to enjoy the wind..im gona have a nice condo too. the best condo. i even wanna have my own cruiser.
so i can sail with my wife out to the open sea, just the two of us. Enjoying life with my loved ones. thinking of all this, i just cant wait. i wanna eat in the nicest restaurant, with the best scenary and of course, having windy there is a must. Hotel too! i dont wanna worry about money, i wanna treat alll my friends. Andy is a must lol. i duno wad he will become when he grows up too.
our plans is to rent a flat ourselves when we are 20+, independent bachalor handsome guys! it will be damn fun! talking cock, laughing, making lame jokes, smoking, drinking, going out have supper. DEN SPEED AT THE EXPRESSWAY AT NITE! omg orgasmic man. of course i will drive safely, i will stop when i sense any hint of danger will occur.
talking about smoking..i think i have done well the past 2 weeks i tink. of cuz i still got smoke, but it has been lesser. smoking is really enjoying life, talking while smoking, wooooo. but i noe its unhealthy..i duno..
for now, i have 1 gf, no house to my name, no vehicles to my name, no job, and currently studying. my current gf is constance lai wei ci, shes the love of my life currently. i even tot dat she would be the one for me. shes definitely gona be a good mother, but i somehow dont approve of how she will gona teach her children. as always, we have diff thinking. i dont know wether wether we will ever break up anot, we did break up once. and it was me who initiated it, but i soon regreted afterwards. if we did..i dont think we will patch again. and i wonder who will be my next gf when we really break.
i wanna have 2 kids. one boy one girl. the boy being the older one so he can protect the younger sis. and with a female sibling, she will noe how to respect a female while growing up. if i have 2 boys, im gona name them coffee and tea. or milo and horlick. haha, think they will hate me for that. and if its girl, i wanna name her carolina. sounds gentle and sweet and feminine. i dun mind naming her carrot, or moon as well.
i think that..one sho differeuld enjoy the best while young and energetic. dats why i really hate it when i stay at home. need to have fun, cycle, gym, swim, enjoy the breeze, and do alllll the wild stuff. haha. when ur old, u still can if u want to, but its just different alr. i dont know how to explain.
and when u die. its a damn scary thing. humans are always scared of the unknown. will you still have a conscienceness after u die, and if dont have, how does it feel like. staying silent for eternity? and if have? is there heaven and hell? personally i dont believe in gods, or heaven and hell. but suprisingly i believe in ghosts. haha maybe im wierd, neva seen one b4, dont hope to.
hais, i have a feeling that the future will be harsh to me. but well, like i always say to my friends.
its just a part and parcel of your life, get over it.
i feel that im getting lazier each day, nt doing the stuffs that i want, not working hard enough for the things i want. im such a lazy bum.
i shall work harder and improve my shuffling! gym too.
schools getting boring sia.. and my tp..got a feeling ima fail a 2nd time. emo.
but well, lifes not a bed of roses. i shall turn back to my optimistic and cheerful self.
i have been thinking. wad will i become when im in my 20s. i wanna earn alot alot alot of money. so i can take good care of my future family and current family. im gona have a nice car, and a nice bike to enjoy riding once in a while. to enjoy the wind..im gona have a nice condo too. the best condo. i even wanna have my own cruiser.
so i can sail with my wife out to the open sea, just the two of us. Enjoying life with my loved ones. thinking of all this, i just cant wait. i wanna eat in the nicest restaurant, with the best scenary and of course, having windy there is a must. Hotel too! i dont wanna worry about money, i wanna treat alll my friends. Andy is a must lol. i duno wad he will become when he grows up too.
our plans is to rent a flat ourselves when we are 20+, independent bachalor handsome guys! it will be damn fun! talking cock, laughing, making lame jokes, smoking, drinking, going out have supper. DEN SPEED AT THE EXPRESSWAY AT NITE! omg orgasmic man. of course i will drive safely, i will stop when i sense any hint of danger will occur.
talking about smoking..i think i have done well the past 2 weeks i tink. of cuz i still got smoke, but it has been lesser. smoking is really enjoying life, talking while smoking, wooooo. but i noe its unhealthy..i duno..
for now, i have 1 gf, no house to my name, no vehicles to my name, no job, and currently studying. my current gf is constance lai wei ci, shes the love of my life currently. i even tot dat she would be the one for me. shes definitely gona be a good mother, but i somehow dont approve of how she will gona teach her children. as always, we have diff thinking. i dont know wether wether we will ever break up anot, we did break up once. and it was me who initiated it, but i soon regreted afterwards. if we did..i dont think we will patch again. and i wonder who will be my next gf when we really break.
i wanna have 2 kids. one boy one girl. the boy being the older one so he can protect the younger sis. and with a female sibling, she will noe how to respect a female while growing up. if i have 2 boys, im gona name them coffee and tea. or milo and horlick. haha, think they will hate me for that. and if its girl, i wanna name her carolina. sounds gentle and sweet and feminine. i dun mind naming her carrot, or moon as well.
i think that..one sho differeuld enjoy the best while young and energetic. dats why i really hate it when i stay at home. need to have fun, cycle, gym, swim, enjoy the breeze, and do alllll the wild stuff. haha. when ur old, u still can if u want to, but its just different alr. i dont know how to explain.
and when u die. its a damn scary thing. humans are always scared of the unknown. will you still have a conscienceness after u die, and if dont have, how does it feel like. staying silent for eternity? and if have? is there heaven and hell? personally i dont believe in gods, or heaven and hell. but suprisingly i believe in ghosts. haha maybe im wierd, neva seen one b4, dont hope to.
hais, i have a feeling that the future will be harsh to me. but well, like i always say to my friends.
its just a part and parcel of your life, get over it.
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